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The Taste of Coming Home
The Taste of Coming Home
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Chapter 1 of 8  •  ~1,408 words

The smell reached her before the town did.

Salt and low tide and something earthier underneath — wet cedar, maybe, or the particular mineral quality of the headland itself, rock that had been breathing sea air for ten thousand years. Nora Finch rolled down the window of her Subaru and let it hit her full in the face, and felt, against her better judgment, a complicated thing loosen somewhere behind her sternum.

She'd driven up from Portland in just under two hours, which was faster than she usually allowed herself. There was a whole choreography to coming back to Crestwood Cove — the detour through Tillamook for a coffee she didn't need, the long way around the headland so she came in along the coast road instead of the highway — and she'd skipped all of it this time because her editor had been calling since Tuesday and she'd promised a preliminary outline by Friday and it was already Thursday afternoon and she had nothing but a title and a general sense of unease.

The coast road curved, the scrub pine thinned, and there was Crestwood.

Population 2,800, give or take. The harbor was still there, which always surprised her a little — she half-expected it to have simply slid into the sea in her absence, as if the town required her witness to hold its shape. A dozen fishing boats in various states of being worked on. The Cannery sitting at the end of the pier like it had always sat, its tin roof catching the flat February light. Main Street running two blocks parallel to the water, half-occupied, half-remembered. The water tower she'd climbed exactly once at age fifteen and about which she would reveal nothing further.

She pulled into the lot behind Harlow's General and sat for a moment with the engine off.

She was here for a story. That was the whole of it. Her editor, Joan, had called the Finch Cannery piece "a perfect Pacific table piece — community, legacy, reinvention, local food." Nora had agreed, because it was all those things and because she could write it in three weeks with one hand behind her back. Her father needed the press. The Cannery needed the press. She would come, she would write, she would leave before the place got its hooks back in.

She got out of the car and went into Harlow's.

The bell above the door was the same bell it had always been, and Danny Harlow was behind the counter exactly where they'd always been, and the store smelled like coffee and dust and the particular brand of birdseed their grandfather had stocked in 1979 and which they had never changed because who changes birdseed.

"The prodigal journalist returns," Danny said, without looking up from whatever they were writing in the ledger.

"That's a biblical reference, which is impressive given your history with anything assigned."

"I've been broadening my horizons." Danny looked up. They'd cut their hair shorter since October, and there were new laugh lines at the corners of their eyes, and something warm moved through Nora's chest at the simple fact of them. "You look exhausted."

"Thank you."

"It's not a compliment. You want coffee?"

"I have had three today."

"That's not a no." Danny was already reaching for the carafe. "Your dad told me you were coming. He's been cleaning the guest cottage for three days, which for your dad is basically putting up a banner."

"He said he'd just leave it."

"He said that, yes. He also steam-cleaned the floors." Danny set a mug on the counter and Nora picked it up and stood there in the particular comfort of a place where she had been known since she was eight years old. "How long are you staying?"

"Three weeks, maybe a bit less. Enough to get the piece."

Danny made a sound that wasn't quite a word.

"What?" Nora said.

"Nothing." Danny turned a page in the ledger. "The Cannery's doing well. Better, anyway. Since he brought in the new chef."

"That's the piece," Nora said. "Local landmark, new direction. Joan loves a reinvention story."

"Sure." Danny looked up again with an expression Nora had learned to be wary of somewhere around sixth grade. "The new chef. Eli. He's — he's good. At the job. Obviously." A pause that contained entirely too much information. "He's from San Francisco. He's kind of — a lot. Not in a bad way. Just." They made a vague hand gesture that somehow communicated about six different things.

"Danny."

"I'm just saying. He's a lot." They looked back at their ledger. "You'll meet him tomorrow, probably."

Nora drank her coffee and did not think anything in particular about this.

She drove to the Finch house — her childhood home, three blocks from the water, gray shingles, rhododendrons her mother had planted that had long since taken over the front walk — and found her father in the kitchen making exactly what she knew he would be making, which was bacon and eggs, even though it was five-thirty in the evening.

Martin Finch was sixty-four and had the look of a man who had spent his entire adult life doing physical work in sea weather, which is to say he was weathered and solid and moved around his kitchen with a quiet competence that had always made her feel, from childhood, that the world was basically manageable. He'd gone white-haired in his fifties and hadn't cut it shorter since, which Nora had at some point decided was either vanity or stubbornness and had given up trying to determine which.

"Your room," he said, without turning around.

"The cottage."

"I cleaned it."

"I know, Danny told me."

He made a sound that was approximately a grunt and flipped the bacon. She put her bag down and went to the refrigerator and got a beer and sat at the kitchen table that was the same kitchen table it had always been, and there was a version of herself that was twelve years old who sat at this table every morning while her father made exactly this, and the fact of that version of herself — still here, embedded in the wood grain of this table — made her throat do something she had no patience for right now.

"So," she said. "Tell me how things actually are."

"Getting better," he said.

"That covers a lot of territory."

He brought the plates over and sat down across from her and for a moment they just ate. Outside the kitchen window the light was doing the February coastal thing — that particular blue-gray dusk, the color of the inside of an oyster shell, that she had never seen anywhere else in the world.

"Eli's good," Martin said finally. "He knows food. He knows how to talk to suppliers, too, which I never did." He ate some bacon. "Reservations are up. Not dramatically, but up. Fridays are full now."

"That's good, Dad."

"It's a start." He looked at his plate. "We'll see."

She had known her father her entire life. She knew every register of his voice, every version of what he didn't say. What she heard in those two words — we'll see — was something she filed away to ask about later, when he'd had another beer and the evening had gotten comfortable enough for the true things.

She didn't ask that night.

After dinner she walked down through the back gate and along the path that wound behind the boathouse to the Tern Cottage. It was a single room plus a tiny bathroom, connected to the main house's boathouse, with big windows facing the water. Her father had put a lamp on, and there were clean towels on the bed, and on the small table beside the bed there was a paperback mystery she'd left here in October still with its bookmark in.

She stood at the window for a while.

The Cannery was lit up. She could see the warm yellow glow of it at the end of the pier, and if she listened past the water she could just hear voices, the end of service. Someone had put string lights along the eave of the building — that was new. They made it look almost festive, even in February.

She thought about what Danny had said. Kind of a lot. Not in a bad way.

She thought about the piece she was here to write. Community, legacy, reinvention.

She thought about going to sleep, which she did.

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